Friday, April 9, 2010

What Ulterior Motives?

Why do we do what we do? Do we really want what's best for others, or do we want the glory?

I struggle with this. Jesus has clearly shown me what actions I should take. Many times, I complete these actions, but not for His reasons. Sure, I'll pray over you. But am I praying because I care for your deliverance, or am I praying because I want you to see my deep spirituality?

In Matthew, Jesus tells people to beware of wolves in sheep's clothing. In many situations, the wolf may have started out with a bushy lamb tail. This one dishonest motive snowballs into a sense of pride, leading this wolf or teacher to teach for his own benefit. One by one, these motives add the sheep's ears, eyes, legs, and body until the costume completely covers the wolf. At first glance, you would never know that this "sheep" is not who he claims to be.

Recently God started bringing this issue to my attention. I went to an event with a discreet "wolf" teaching. Later on, I realized that I too struggle with pride and ulterior motives, even if I do not stuggle to the extent that this teacher struggles. But I do not have to let this disturbance take me over. I don't have to become the wolf in sheep's clothing just because I started with a little problem. I know what this problem is, and I know the deliverer. Now I have to trust Him. Once I give my entire life to Him, other people's views of my spirituality will no longer matter. They will no longer control my motives. I have the complete ability to live freely for Jesus. I can live out true and pure motives.

"People may be pure in their own eyes, but the LORD examines their motives. Commit your work to the LORD, and then your plans will succeed" (Proverbs 16: 2-3, NLT)